I felt a tug on the rope tied around my wrist. I looked up and to find that I was tied to my co-worker Judy. Rarely does Judy make an appearance in my dreams, but when she does she is the embodiment of hard work and sacrifice. I felt my other wrist move to see that I was also connected to the Pope. Confused, I assessed my surroundings and noticed a large hall with a sizeable wooden frame in the center. The walls were a heavy, block stone that seemed to rise infinitely upward. It was all enclosed and there was nowhere to go. There were crowds of people surrounding the edges of the building, watching every move. Fully aware of what was going to happen, I looked over at Judy and said, “They are going to hang us, aren’t they?”
“Yes,” said Judy. After a solemn pause she continued, “There are always consequences to doing the right thing.” I turned to my left and saw the Pope nod in agreement. With subdued movement he signed a scripture verse and I patted my chest in assurance.
I Peter 5:10 After you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself perfect, confirm, strengthen and establish you.
We walked over to a large collection of old books, carried them to the wooden structure, and threw them in a pile underneath. As the pile grew, I asked Judy of the purpose.
“In case the rope snaps when they hang us, the old book spines will break our spines when we fall,” she said without looking up from her assignment.
As a faceless figure strung us up, a few seconds passed and I awoke. I am still unsure of the meaning of the books, only that people will use cultural pressure, majority in number, and intellect to tear down those that intimidate them.
Ever since I can remember, I have tried to do the right thing. At sixteen, I would wake up every morning and state, “It’s not about you. It’s about the unseen.” I understood that life decisions never just affect one person. We are humankind, forever linked together. Each day was the chance to bless my surroundings and acknowledge the greatness in others. I was adamantly against Aleister Crowley’s conceited mantra, “Do what thou wilt.” That vain idea gives into the selfish belief that human beings are autonomous islands that are ruled by divine right. In this mindset, we are god-like rulers who are accountable to no one. When people come into our lives, they must bow before the laws we set in place. It is not about them, but their acceptance of us. If they cannot accept our egocentric demands, then they are forever exiled as traitors. For anyone who challenges us and strives us to grow (including God) they are seen as a threat to our self-importance. If those in your life do not positively pressure you to continue moving forward, then their love is also selfish because it is used as a tool to keep you stagnant and the same. It’s not love, it’s ownership. Love is not worthwhile when there is no growth; it is merely tainted affection. True love means encouraging and blessing those in our lives in order to embrace eternal fulfillment.
Retreating into our own minds leads us to assume that every selfish action is justified. We refuse to see how our actions affect other people, and therefore, lose our apathy. Island living is a farce, because it is no more than an anesthetized existence.
Alone, we are worthless. Nothing about you is so extraordinary that you will somehow be able to escape mortality and live forever in legendary status. No, the world existed before you, and will continue to exist without you. However, when we allow Christ to live within us and we choose to embrace those around us by abandoning our islands, we form the church. I am aware that culture has stigmatized the word “church” into a useless collection of hypercritical hate mongers, but that is not the church of the Bible.
Is the church flawed? Of course, we live in a fallen world. Who isn’t flawed? Our society is so busy throwing rocks at other people’s problems that we refuse to see the entropy in ourselves. When we are accused of something, there is always someone to blame.
THERE IS NO HONOR IN FINGER POINTING! Shaking a judgmental finger at a problem does not make you a hero. If you want to see positivity in the church, then BE THAT POSITIVITY! Do not just stand there as a roadblock to those attempting to do good works.
Romans 12:3-5
For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you. Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.
The church looks so messy because it dives into the problems. It knows that in order to reach people at their lowest point, it must go and find them. I am honored to be apart of the international church that withstands suffering in the Middle East, meets underground in China, sends missionaries across the world, and daily tries to forget oneself and instead love one’s neighbor.
I am no island, but humbly landlocked.